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[21 Mar 2006|06:54pm] |
wow, long time no update.
It's hard now cuz I got to school full time and work full time. Therefore, I have no life. haha
So, I was driving to work the other day, and I looked up at the street that goes over the 8 and saw a sign protesting gay marriage. It pissed me off. It made me want to blow off work and go to that sign and burn it down. Seriously, How can people still be protesting that? I mean look at the times we are living in. There are way worse things to worry about than gay marriages. Why do people even care? It's none of their bussiness. They're not the ones getting married. It's not going to hurt them in any way shape or form. So they need to get this "I'm still stuck in the 1950's" bullshit out of their heads and open up their eyes to the world around them.
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[09 Jan 2006|07:17pm] |
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So, my step dad had me all talked into buying a newer used car from one of the used car lots. I was gonna buy one for like 6,000 and then put 2,500 down on it and just make monthly payments. It took a while to talk me into that too. Then tonight he is all sudenly like why dont you just drive the old honda and just wait a month and find a cheap truck in the paper? WTF!? Stop messing with my head! Now I don't know what the fuck is up. Cuz the old honda is being used by the neighbor's son and he's going to be gone for a month. So, I need to figure something out within a month.
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[08 Jan 2006|10:58pm] |
wow long freaking time.
No car for me. still searcing for one. Thinkg about buying a more expensive one than what i have and just making payments. I don't know.
work is ok.
The end.
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| Some people.... |
[09 Nov 2005|11:32am] |
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So yesterday I got to work like super early. So I just sat in the parking lot for a while listening to music and just passing time. This truck pulls up next to me and two guys get out. So I get out of my car to go into work and I notice the guy dropped his keys on the ground. So, I picked them up and Im like shit what should I do? I mean I can't really go look for them because they look like every other white guy in the mall. So I wrote a note saying if you want your keys come to radio shack and I'll give them to you. So, I told my co workers what happened and then the guy comes in for his keys and he's a fuckign dick about it. He didnt even say thank you or anything! I could of took his truck and stole all of his shit in it but no I took time to write him a note and keep his keys for him and he doesnt even have the manners to say thank you. What a dick!
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| I think this one is pretty accurate. |
[23 Aug 2005|10:36pm] |
Your Birthdate: May 15 |
With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene.
The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher.
You are very responsible and capable.
This is an attractive and an attracting influence.
You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it.
You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.
You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes.
This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup.
You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways. |
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[16 Aug 2005|07:47pm] |
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Bonfire thursday...contact me for details
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[10 Aug 2005|08:08pm] |
Some time last week I found out that my aunt was in the hospital and she propably wasnt goign to live for much longer. She had cancer and all the years of drugs and god knows what else had finally caught up to her. See, she was one of those drugged out and messed up ladies. She had three kids who all ended up in foster homes and/or jail. But, Within this last year I was under the impression that she was actually starting to try and get herself cleaned up or at least she cut back some.
I was informed today that she died last night at 9 PM. It makes me feel sort of bad knowing that while I was out with my friends having a good time she was in the hospital dieing. But, I coulndt have possibly known it would of been last night.
I never really knew her exactly. She wasnt the closest Aunt to me. I feel bad for being confused about how I feel about her passing. I just feel sort of numb. I feel like I should feel something but I'm emotionless.
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[02 Aug 2005|09:10pm] |
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It's crazy how much control music has on a person's emotions.
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[27 Jun 2005|09:05pm] |
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I don't like playing mind games with you. You cheat.
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[25 Jun 2005|01:10am] |
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you know when people are all like "I love you" but they're just saying it? I don't know if I should feel like aww how cute or if I should feel like I just got slapped in the face. Cuz right now it's pretty much feeling like a slap in the face.
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[22 Jun 2005|04:24pm] |
so uh I went to Birch Aquarium with Hallie and Mojo. It was really fun and I really want to go again. The whole thing just sparked my interest more in oceanography.
Today I did my first official thing as an adult. I started my own checking and my own savings account. haha. As long as I'm in school I get free checking which mean I dont have to keep it at a certain balance and they wont deduct anything. This is why I'm going to remain in school forever. haha JK. but school is good for something I guess.
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[16 Jun 2005|07:04pm] |
I got my car back. And after almost three weeks in the shop it still runs pretty shitty.
but still I love the piece of crap.
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[14 Jun 2005|10:48pm] |
So, I was thinking do ghosts even really exisit? I know we've all heard the storys and seen the pictures of "ghosts". What if you just go to some place looking for ghosts and see one. Are you actually seeing one or is the fact that you've heard so many stories that you're seeing a ghost because you want to see something? Are they even real? I don't know if I believe in them or not. I guess I'm one of those people who has to see something to believe it.
So basically, do you believe in ghosts?
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[05 Jun 2005|09:58pm] |
I want to go play at the park. Who's down to play at the park?
Let's go to the park...anypark. and we cant foget the 5 dollar pizza it wouldnt be a fun night at the park with out cheap pizza.
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[29 May 2005|11:55pm] |
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I think that I'm going to quit trying to do some things. I dont know it seems like the more I try the less that comes from it. It's not really a bad thing that I'm giving up. I dont know...we'll see.
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| So I guess Im an adult now... |
[17 May 2005|04:16pm] |
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What the hell is the point of being 18 if you cant even do anything? I went to go make my appointment to get a tattoo keep in mind I already know what I want and were I want it and the lady pretty much talks me out of it saying that I just barley turned 18 and that I'm going to regret it. Also she talks about how it's going to effect my future and my career. I dont want to get a tattoo on my back or on my leg or somewhere where no one else is going to see it. That's fucking pointless. So she made me second guess myself and I just got bummed out and left.
Then I try to go to blockbuster to get my own blockbuster card. I always thought that you just needed your ID and proof or residency. So I go in and i was going to use one of my pay stubs and the chick was like no you need a credit card or a utility bill or a car registration. So fuck that. I never fucking liked Blockbuster anyway. so there!
So nothing is working out as I planned and it sucks. All the shit I wanted to do and should be allowed to do I still can't do because of some bullshit.
How LAME!
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| I'm really sleepy |
[07 May 2005|10:01pm] |
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Streching has got to be on the list of things thats really feel good. You know like scratching an itch. It's for sure in the top ten. I dont know if that made sense to you but it did to me. oh yeah... My birthday is next sunday the 15th. Im gonna be a freaking ADULT.
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[25 Apr 2005|11:07pm] |
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What's with all these people telling me I have to decide what I'm going to do with my life right now? I feel so pressured and I dont like it. I'm just going to pick something so everyone will shut up, then hate what I've picked. I know it's probably not as big of a thing as I'm making it out to be but damn I'm feeling like pressured to make up my mind right now. I don't see how those kids who knew in 10th grade what they wanted to do FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIFE did it. Seriously, there is so so much that I want to do but I can't make up my mind. It seems like everyone is telling me to make up my mind now. They make it seem like my chance is going to pass and I'm just going to be stuck where I am forever. It just sucks.
Before my parents would tell me that they didnt care where I went for college as long as I went. Now that I have finally decided on going to grossmont my step da is making it seem like that isn't good enough. "why don't you actually try to get into a good school?" Community college is just as good as any fancy four year college. It's not even really the school that's good, it's how well you apply yourself and how hard you work to make something of yourself. Plus I will probably end up transferring after I get enough credits. At least I'm going to college right? He as this way of turning his "pep" talks into "hey, let me talk a whole bunch of crap and make you not believe in yourself anymore" talks. Now I feel like shit. Like I'm not going to amount to anything and I'll be stuck in Spring Valley the rest of my life working shitty minimum wage jobs. What a fucking DOUCHE! I'll show him I'll become something great. I know it.
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| MY LAST DAY OF WORK! |
[16 Apr 2005|10:36pm] |
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Tomorrow (sunday) is my last day working at baskin robins. Therefore everybody and their mother should come visit me. I work for 3 to 10. Be there or be square.
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[11 Apr 2005|05:01pm] |
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So it's official I have a anger problem, and I need to get it fixed. Apparently "everyone" thinks so.
Yup. Friendship is somewhat overrated.
Oh yeah, my puppy died.
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